Dear Engineering, Am sorry I SCREWED you!
At last I'm counting on the last beads of the wonderful college days.Its clearly visible for anyone to see the time running as the days pass on semester by semester I consider it to be the most important part of life .I learnt to swim across the swam of butterflies,run with wind to chase the time running an yard ahead of me the changes are the something which rejuvenates the old with refreshing breath of fresh air.In the last three years I rediscovered the existing reality with my damn mad friends who gave their shoulders when the reality tried to screw me.Nothing is immutable to change,change is constant thing that never changes.When something reconstructs itself to make a change it leaves some traces in memory pile.Now I'm here digging up my memories,experiences of how I screwed engineering!
When I entered into the college for the first time, I had no glimpse about how the real college would be.All I had a dream about the college which the silver screens showed me.But I always had a passion to study engineering in a college which gives me an atmosphere of a college.Luckily I got an admission in one such institution around the city.Canteen was the first place .The food at the canteen was not so delicious but I knew it would serve for the survival. I looked around the place, all I could notice was bright new faces with the eyes glowing with some deep desires.No one seemed so familiar to me but I knew someday I would know at least half the people whom I'm seeing now.
Some old man with a bushy mustaches hanging below his nose came to me. He was scary, caught me for extending the lunch time by thirty minutes. He said "ID card".what the bloody card?. I was appallingly staring at his mustaches that would fall from his face anytime. Before I began to realize the situation; he pulled out the ID card from its holder which was tied around my neck. I was curious to know about this old gentle man , who the people called Gallej Gopala Krishnan. I would like to name him as specimen #1 because he is the perfect living example to show Engineering could make any sane person mad.(I'm already mad!)
From my birth I was been spoon fed by mom,then by my dad later in the school by my teachers.So spoon feeding is an inveterate habit for me. I couldn't bear when I was dumped with lot of facts,tons of stress and pages of record work. I had a feeling of pulling out the lollipop when I'm already addicted to its the taste.
Neither Engineering nor the college spoon feeds If you desire for something then you need to snatch the food before someone licks it.Waiting for the opporturnity is dumbest thing in engineering because opportunities are never labeled so its always beter to make an opportunity rather than waiting for it.
In engineering you need not go behind a problem to form a solution, Anna university does it for you.Semester can be defined as the phenomenon where you forget everything once you enter into the exam hall and the memories rush in just stepping out of the hall.Semesters will make you learn learn and learn and learning till before entering into the exam hall, you will curse the time because you cannot cover the entire syllabus.But in the exam hall memory fades out and again you will curse the time for moving too slow,So its always preferred just divde, conquer the dividend.You will turn a super pro reader when preparing for semesters, its feeling of bottle necked as the time narrows down.Please don't curse yourself or your memory because how much to hold in a tinny brain?
How hard you study, how smart you plan, how good you write.. Its not possible for anyone to score the grade which we dream .I bet marks linearly decrease every semester. Its a strange phenomenon that can't explain or expressed either. Internals can ditch you because everything is fair in love, war and also in Engineering! .Putting a smile on your face and adulating respecting the teacher, adds credit to your face value. It can bring a drastic result which we would always dream of having it. If you screw the teacher, the teacher screws you in their way; which your ass heart cannot bear it.
I had a wild passion to seek knowledge,its clearly visible to me that I had to understood concept to score marks.Despite understanding everything I couldn't top the paper. So I made a change in my style of writing I wrote all nonsense in the paper but cared to underline and highlight some points occasionally. When the results came I was fucking shocked. I got a damn good grades, far better from my past results.The moral of the story is : Presenting an irrelevant thing in a beautiful way can fetch mark. Yet I still continue to write in my own way because for the sake of Insanity! :D
Initially when I started to feel the classes to be boring, I bunked the class and later I felt bunking a day and sitting at home would be a better choice than bunking the whole day at the college.And finally It had exceeded the bounds when the bunking days started to increase,at a point time of I started to bunk the whole week.Now I'm forced to sit in the class not because I love hearing to the lectures because I failed to plan and distribute the bunking days evenly.
When an academic year starts plan the days, stay within the limits and enjoy bunking!
*Bunk adikradhala nalla vishayam nadakudhuna;Bunk adikradhu naladhu*
(If something good is happening because of bunking classes;Bunking is good)
Now when I dust the memories,the only thing I find is Fun ,happy smiling friends.I have a strong urge to
enjoy in each and every moment of life, try to extract the maximum hidden fun. Its because you joined engineering and you have to miss those fun.Life doesn't assures you with anything, its a pretty uncertain world where expecting for certainty is like finding for a fool's diamond.Its a really nice time to get incubated in an Engineering college as you get acquainted to many things and prepare for the real world.
"Dear Engineering, Am sorry I SCREWED you!"
