A Tacit espionage of Time


Stirring up the past in a pursuit for the lost subtlety of my life is something weird you may wonder. The clock is now ticking down fast while I’m turning to the pages of my diary. You know, I always loved the smell of old as it had some hidden traces of the past. It is the nostalgic feeling you get when you open a book used by your great grandfather. Nostalgia an unexpressive feeling which is unbound to push you to the ages and gives you experience of a life time. Like exasperation you get when listening to music; it takes you down, under the abysses of space and time and through the sepia-tinted glasses it creates an pleasant experience of a gentle breeze embracing our faces on a mid-summer day.   

Time travelling has not been proven yet, nonetheless being nostalgic produces similar kind of feel. Long ago, in the ages where the mobile phones were seldom used, I met a guy with dark blue shirt and tattered jeans. Having lost in a dense forest amid the trees tearing out the clouds to reach the sun hiding beneath, where following the wind was the only way out of the mazes for him. So he bent down gathered some dry leaves, crumbled into powder and let fall from the hand detect the direction if the slightest air is stirring, and he made the approach accordingly. Nor were any sounds heard save the occasional chattering of the parquet in the dense forest across the river, a mile distant, and yet they appeared to be in the immediate vicinity.

He had been in such a solitary confined quest for three days from that day, yet I don’t understand the cause for it. He ate the last piece of bread which he had bought last night and now his stomach churning for food and mouth was longing for water as his eyes had begun to glisten with stress not than the will power which keeps him on the sail. After ages and ages he had reminded me of someone with ultimate confidence.

The forest shows its enigmatic side after dusk that even the clitter-clatter of minute insects appears dreadful, he adopted to live along with me however that night was terrible, wolf wolfing howling out symbolizing the premonition of paranormal abstraction of the place and his heart throbbed with a strange icyness which I had ever seen in the previous days. Blanketing his coldness he burnt the remaining leaves and slept embracing the warmth. The prolonged rattling of that endless night had come to stop as he heard a sudden gush of panting closer to his ears. He opened his eyes in one clean movement; neither closed his eyes nor shouted, yet continued staring at the crimson eyes of the great lion of all jungles.

For the first time the hallucinations of his mother cuddling him with love, boundless love of his wife and daughters that had overshadowed his desire, he blinked his eyes. In no time with a great force the lion impinged its foot on his head. He started bleeding; blood oozing out of his head had now filled the rock crevasse. Confluenting the empty noises of the dark forest, Lion roared in ecstasy of being victorious once again. As the silence had begun to occupy the place, lion strolled towards the guy and sniffed for his living. The young fellow who accompanied me for the past two days was now lying with no life and later some moments he would be assimilated in the giant’s digestive tract. I had no other option rather to observe the scene with a cold heart.

Lion stretched out its arms, opened its mouth wide and decided to mince the young flesh before nipping down his head. Probably that was the first mistake ever the great lion had done for ages. Like a thunder jolt from the sky, the young man with all his power pulled out the knife from the scabbard stabbed the almighty lion of the jungle, multiple times. Either I or the lion had recovered from the shock, the commotion before coming to a stop, the beast refrained accepting the defeat  again violently striked him whilst he got a tight hold of its jaw and began tearing it apart.

Echoing across the woods was the painful yelling of the beast and the crimson glow of its eyes had begun to fade as he threw its bifurcated jaws apart. He was standing near the dead corpse of unfathomable Lion and the drops of hot blood animal were tripping on the pool in the crevice. His eyes started glistening on fire. As the saying goes “to understand the beast you ought to be a beast”.



He stood beneath the abysses of the dark sky with the breadth of his chest of a seasoned delver, shoulders like the knotted boles of mountain pines, and powerful hands on arms that rippled with strength which carried me to nostalgia of my master who intoxicated himself with a lethal poison. With the power attained after achieving supremacy over his mind, he gained the full control over me and churned the poison to lose its efficacy. And I, the Rudra chakra, the cause for the good and the bad, birth and death, sometimes people call me fortunate and other time they call me bad yet I’m an omnipotent silent observer eyeing  them from Inside.

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